"IF it is possible, i hope my girl friend to be a bit more reliant on me. If she could make me feel i am needed to her. Try to cal me more or to just tell me she wants to see me and then come and find me. Ha."

"Last night, i went over to stay at my colleague’s hse. And i was such a bastard. I was supposed to give my baby a sms every half an hr. I set the alarm on the second time to remind me. But i dozed off and sms her late for half an hr. I feel so guilty because my gf always thinks about me but i could not even fulfilled a simple task i made myself do. I will, NO. I must treat my gf even better."

"Darling, i know say u dun understand me. So try to fit into my social circle. My friends my family. I wanna bring u into my world. Because u are part of me. Although i may be disappointed, i dun wanna force u to accept it now. But try ok? dun reject everything. Slowly bit by bit. maybe u can meet my family once then after dun meet, or friends. Dun ask u to always meet. just sometimes.

Still i love you so much. always do and will do forever."

"I realised that we nv talk on the phone alr. Is it a gd or bad thing? i dun know. haha.

I think in a rls, each other should concentrate more on the good points of each other rather then the bad points. Should look more to the gd points so that u will feel contented. And each one will love n miss each other more.

To start a rls is simple. any tom, dick ,harry, marry, jane, ann can start. but to build up the rls and learn to adapt, trust and understand each other needs alot of time."

"I do not want to lose the habit of communicating through the phone. this is because if we lose that habit, we may not be so into each other world anymore. Once we do not talk on the phone, if we are busy next time what will happen? No time to meet and do not communicate on the phone. Then slowly we will drift apart. But of cause i understand u are tired and stuff."

"I guess we will not talk over the phone once again. Damm disappointed. Really really quite sad. Even after i try n try to make her say she wanna talk to me also to no avail. Nvm then. Shall find other activities to occupy myself."

"Recently i have not been receiving morning smses from my darling. Ha. Maybe she has forgotten about me in the morning. Anyway i still wanna wish her. GOOD MORNING melissa. Hope you have a nice day ahead."

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See what I mean, baby?
All the above were typed by YOU.
And things have reversed.
Now I'M THE ONE feeling this way, exactly.
Why have you changed 360 degrees?

I want to feel needed by you.
I want you to call me more, tell me you wanna see me, and then come and find me.
I want you to feel guilty because I am always thinking of you but you can't fulfil a simple task that I asked, and I want you to treat me better.
I want you to say that you want me to fit into your social circle, and meet your friends.
I want you to say you want to talk on the phone with me.
I want you to concentrate on my good points rather than my bad points.
I do not want to lose the habit of communicating through the phone.
I want to try and try to make you say you wanna talk to me.
I want to be receiving morning smses from you.

All these, were SAID and FELT by YOU before. YES YOU.
Yet you have forgotten clean about them all.
There are loads and loads more examples, I can read them one by one to you if you want.
Now, it's my turn to feel this way.
Since you have felt this way before, why can't you understand?
WHY?  

econs is shitttt.
business law is even more shiiittttt
that inside every lecture the word "law" just keep appearing inside my mind.
can't believe that i will be taking this two modules for this sem.
worst part is i have to study australian's law instead of sg law.
no choice though.
and the fcuking bis law book costs more than 100 bucks.
i have to buy that book becus of the tutorial qns and i will only need that book for 11 weeks la.
damnnnshitttt.
gonna take care of all my books and sell them nxt sem.
p.s : cannot believe i have to study stats nxt sem.

*GRUMBLES.

Current Mood: irritated

The cute:





FIshball just loves to make a hole in the toilet roll I left in their cages for them to play. And I realized, Fishball has the gift of making heart-shaped holes! The previous toilet roll had a hole similar to a heart shape as well. But didn't snap a picture of it. This time, he did it again! How cute! Makes me go awwwww.


The ugly:



This ugly (actually it's quite cute if you look closely! look at its leg hair!) thing was flapping around me and it landed on my arm. I shook it away and it rested on the table. I seriously think it fell asleep there because its feelers can close (as in, it will be in the downwards position, not upwards), which makes it not that ugly anymore. Can anyone tell me whether the black spot is its right eye? Cos it looks like, but it doesn't seem right that the feelers are poking out of it. Best if I can know what insect this is! Its feelers are as long as Chinese opera costumes (the headgear). I'm amazed.

Current Mood: indescribable

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: 林健輝 - 原來我最愛的人是你不是他